This is not going to be a standard post… it’s more an exhalation of feeling and I’ll say it and then it’s gone… given to ____ <—– insert deity there.
In life sometimes you feel like you’ve got something to prove… oft times it’s to others.
This is deflection though because the person you need to prove these things to is yourself.
People say things to you, and the people that know you the best can say something and it can cut you like a knife. I myself, take criticism very hard even if I know that, that criticism came from a place that was neither constructive or fair, was in fact destructive and unfair.
So, even though I know it isn’t true it forces you to look at yourself closer. Who am I?
All the big ifs in life – and you think about the sacrifice and the time that you invest in the most important pieces in your life and it is so worth it. So worth it.
When things get rough it is about finding a soft spot – I do this well.
Sometimes, you’ve got to love yourself despite your flaws. Yeah, I have them, yeah, most people know about them… am I going to let you cut me down for them? HELL NO
Despite my flaws
- Overly Non Confrontational
- Closed off in regards to my feelings
- Very little initiative
- Super Nice
- Love my kids